I have come to this same realization. In many ways, Trump has been good for me personally.
He has made me realize just how fragile our democracy is.
I can now at last completely understand what happened in Germany back in the 30's.
The eye opening I have had the past 3 years may not have happened if Hillary had won.
And frankly, I am so disappointed in so many people. Education is not valued in this country and it definitely shows.
And these evangelical "Christians" are absolutely no different than ISIS.